Oh Dear… February was off the charts. I felt emotions like I hadn’t in years. Speaking up AS myself, labeled RUDE, and discovering that the people-pleaser or the people-Keeper I’ve been raised to be had passed and what a fantastic funeral of tears… my entire Nervous System gave her on the 23rd of February. I can share this in hind-sight only. While the tears flowed… the very essence of everyone… diminished, I felt how tired she was… as she breathed her last. The beauty of the release, is that you know, you’re done. You don’t know what’s next and that I can tell you a whole week later… I am OKAY!

March ON… is the essence of the observation of the +1 of your age. So, this month, expect a lot of inner dialogue and shifts. The key to the rest of your life is to KNOW that everything MUST change to accommodate the future you’ve prayed for. What you’re doing or being now, may not be who you need to be or do as your future self. The best way is to find something to be grateful for in the external… while your future self teams up with your Nervous System, to prepare you for a WHOLE NEW EARTH!

In February, I met my 49 year old self (I am 48 years old now). The fascinating discovery, that the 47 year old me, had for 44 years, worked extremely hard, to please people. When I got my parents to cut the cake at my 48th, I didn’t know, it wasn’t about growing older. It was CLOSURE of 44 years of wanting to be with my parents ON MY BIRTHDAY. It was understanding, that my whole SELF, wanted just this. The many years of praying “bring my daddy back to the family”, wasn’t about a family reUnion. It was about the 4 year old me, that felt safe to BE, her self. A G.I.F.T moment in TiMe

I have been trying to figure out what transformation and transitions actually mean. Energy changes everything and we are energy. We so often use “vocabulary” because we know it, not paying to much attention to how it plays out.

Learning to observe the 48 year old and healed of 47 years of experiencing life as it presented itself. The 49 year old sees the logic and closes the loops. There are many dreams meant to come through, waiting for the baggage to be claimed so that there is free space to bring into manifest a journey we once dreamed and is all set to become a reality. This is a gift we all have, just aren’t aware of by social design and the idea that we must conform.

Everyone, either judges or pontificates or offends or is offended, so do I. Just that for most parts we’re taught to OBEY to a fault for the dear of “losing out” or “being left out” or “being slighted”. Then it all happens and the human nervous system, consolidates and makes changes in WHO is important. My understanding, well, the nervous system chooses (the only part of you that is completely dedicated to you) YOU… Only YOU!

A few suggestions to help you navigate March On

• Don’t March On pretending you’re okay: Give your Nervous System the permission to connect with your future self and change the rules of engagement with the external conditions and conditioning.
• Meet your fault-lines and still choose to March On: Ask your future self for directions. You can do that once you’ve stepped out the comfort zone of fear-based reactions and responses. Remember, the alleged successful people, took the risk of choosing not to stand in line and wait. They stood out and created. Now the lines that follow them are inspired by their decision to follow the dream.
• Write Right Write Left March On: The best way to correct the path is to write it from your reality. This means journeying through your fears and fantasies. Remember, a lot of us practiced journalling by tapping into the past or the present. I am encouraging you, as I encourage my-SELF to journal what your future you notices.
• Choose a goal with your future self and March On. By now, you’ve understood that most people live unaccomplished lives because they borrow destinies and deny their own inner knowing. If you feel inspired by a person… read up, till you CONNECT with a thought that feels like HOME. That is your future self telling you… let’s work together on this.
• March On Manifest :If you’re planning to lose weight… for example. Tap into the THINNER YOU and ask her how she did it… don’t just go to youtube and listen to a whole lot on how to lose weight and put pressure on your own nervous system.

Gratitude 2 ALL THAT IS 4 All that is!!