I have a choice, You have a choice, We have a choice … to sow.it.is. Heart of Earth (Feminine) to your Earth Heart (Masculine)

18th is the second 9 of the month and so a day of Choices & Changes … and when it is on a FRIDAY… the 6th day of creation… the day Adam & Eve, Man and Woman, Male and Female… HUMANS make their MASCULINE Presence Seen and Felt and because of SCRIPT-true we know. So, today, it is likely that the Feminine Presence is causing a deep churning of the HEART of EARTH… the Masculine is FEELING the FEMININE…. and there is a SINKING feeling of the APOCALYPSE of EMOTIONS.

“I” Feminine want “YOU” Masculine to know, that this is part of the healing of the Masculine Domain and Dominion at an internal level. On the 27th of December, which is the Masculine.9 love will restore that which is healed, allow your-SELF to indulge in this moment and heal. Remember, you CAN run away from people, people are MASCULINE… you cannot run away from “your-SELF”. Give your-self the permission today to Breathe as these Emotions visit you with the PURPOSE of HEALING.

Today, EMOTIONS are healing. Allow them to heal, let the SINKING feeling SINK in… remember, today isn’t a day to ACTION anyTHING or ANYthought it is a day to ALLOW yourSELF to let these deep thoughts flow out … one of my personal favourite things to do, is TRY to relax and cry in prayer… asking for the courage to GO THROUGH this CHURNING and temptation. Personally, I imagine Jesus… 40 days in the WILDERNESS and try really hard… to be more like him. The other method… is KNEEL and pray and and demand in prayer for the Holy Spirit to intervene. I also, so something, very very silly… give myself the PERMISSION to listen to My EGO (my human experiences with people and the planet and the Masculine Dominion) to RANT like crazy… I generally prefer to “not talk” to too many people… resort to writing or just SLEEP (if I can)

I both, love and hate, in equal measures these days and i have about 4 of them each year… but yes… these are the days that “Panic and Anxiety” visit… and I have a CHOICE to let them stay or visit… they have been good… 4 visits a year…. and mostly around my birthday… is a BLESSING in DISGUISE.

I have a CHOICE… to embrace my anxiety into LOVE or love my anxiety into healing… i don’t know what tomorrow holds… but for today… I can promise you… I need is a financial miracle and a lot of hugs… to remind me that I am human and it is okay to be weak and wanting to be “taken care of”.

So, I send out prayer hugs for anyone who needs it today… I wish we all go through and feel Heaven On Earth (Feminine)… for we all deserve to LIVE… On Earth As It Is In Heaven (Masculine). Much Love Light and Gratitude from Heart of Earth (Feminine) to your Earth Heart (Masculine)