… the fear of losing YOU.

We, often chose OLD patterns because WE KNOW the OutCome. It is comfortable and comfortable is GOOD.

Today, make a different choice… choose to SEE or READ a situation differently and make a CHOICE that “DOES NOT MATCH” then Notice How you FEEL.

I did that today, inspite of all the NOISES in my head… that kept repeating the worst case SCENARIOS… WOW… scary YES… but the results were KINDA GOOD.

I don’t know what WILL happen… I just notice… I feel LIGHTER… the VOICES in my head are SILENT and I have COMPLETED what I didn’t THINK I would DO… AMEN!

I created a mentalLIST of they who used “MAN-I–pull-actions” to cause me to CHOOSE them over ME… their needs over mine… their PAIN over mine… their WANTS over my NEEDS.

I also, realised that I have chosen DIFFICULT people to LOVE… because “I can LOVE them” not because they “Deserve the LOVE I have to GIVE”. I choose to LOVE them with all their TOXIC behaviours… not because I am IMMUNE… just because I know… that Jesus would LOVE them AS they ARE… not AS Jesus expected them to BE.

I choose to lose the FEAR of LOVING you.

I choose to lose the NEED for you to LOVE me back

I choose to lose the WORRY of “WHAT NEXT” and instead choose “RIGHT NOW”