EMOTION IS ENERGY… they FUEL your body uses to FEEL Feelings are HOW you navigate through “LIFE” on the WHOLE or in the HOLE… if you get what I am NOT saying…. read on and make notes

…. YOU are in CHARGE of YOU… and only you get to CHOOSE… what to FEEL and your FEELINGS… go out and either HURT or HEAL the world. So, the best thing you can do… is TAKE YOUR NAME… and choose your TRUTH and let GO of the REST… especially THEY … who YOU do not “FEEL or SHARE FEELINGS” in common with.

In a very interesting conversation yesterday, I noticed something… and found out something else about what it really means to “FEEL” something or someone and what CHANGES when that “Feel” or “Feeling” changes, everything AROUND it begins to CHANGE.

I finally completed an ASSIGNMENT that CHOSE me… “Seeing Life from Adam’s perspective”… I met the sentence when I met this person… and yesterday… was reminded of this very sentence… at the end of it. I realised… I could HEAR him… I was LISTENING to what he was saying… but I was STRUGGLING to FEEL, I was sunconsciously TRYING too hard to FIND “Feelings” /Emotions../ “something/anything” to express… (Have you every FELT that …. it is the most HOLLOW feeling ever,… SHALLOW… emotions… are more welcome than NO EMOTIONS… damn… I have more emotions at the MENTION of Modi’s Name… than I did this MORNING)

Here’s what I learnt:

• My connection and emotion with this PERSON… was to explore Seeing Life from Adam’s perspective”… _{(That is a long story… but when I turned 43 and lit candles instead of “BLOWING EM OUT” … it was my own journey of the BEGINNING… “LET THERE BE LIGHT” ./. I met this PERSON on the 5th day of the 1st month of the DECADE… and that evening… the last thing I remember…. “Getting that very RAW.REAL.SPONTANEOUS… feeling feeling… from him… that instantly connected with ADAM… and in all likeliness… awakened… the EVE within}) I felt this strong LOVE for him… that I couldn’t explain… like I needed to breathe with him… that FAMILIAR Home Feelong… that he spoke of US as “Twins” … and All I was thinking with him and of him… is Adam & Eve…. and the “Garden of Eden” and that HE is an APPLE fan…. Sealed the “DEAL”

• Friday is the 6th day of Creation… ADAM was created on the 6th day as was EVE… I was born on a FRIDAY too. 6 is THE HUMBER of Gratitude…. (_{I just got the strongest “let’s write a post on “7 days of creation and the connection to our number grid … the voice is Familiar andit is Feminine and it is SHE… I know it because I am smiling as I type this… and that is SPECIAL}) I also discovered… that ADAM in HEBREW… means “of red” … of “MUD”. “Of Earth” as we now refer to the SOIL… and therefore… PHYSICAL… nothing MORE… or NOTHING LESS….. The “So I l & “SoU l” kinda stuff.
• How I feel and that I feel are two totally different ZONES of AWARENESS… and it is important… in the days to come that we begin to UNDERSTAND… that THIS ACTUALLY translates into … because that is what is going to make the DIFFERENCE… between the PAST (Masculine Dominion) and the FUTURE (Feminine Dominion)
• It is WISE… to NOTICE… how you FEEL and how your FEEINGS have changed. Acknowledging “EMOTIONS” IS key to making the TRANSITION & TRANSFORMATION

This is the LAST Friday of MAY… the month of FAITH… That has felt so challenging and extreme and yet… has gifted me the biggest changes… I have only “IMAGINED and FELT the POWER of What if… ” …. as I close this POST… I guess…