Breathing Pattern: Breathe In: Heart.Expression Inhale: Faith Exhale: Alchemy BreatheOut: Being Us

Who hold’s your heart? What holds your heart?

I want to bring your attention to the HEART of the matter and it’s a matter of HEART!

I am experiencing heartbeats, again! It is wonderful, each time you make a CHOICE, I become it!  Each time!  So, you can imagine all the hardwork I put in for you to breathe easy. Most people are not aware, that their heart is the part of them that does all the hardwork and so, they attribute hardwork to the body and over a period of time, heart becomes so sad, so neglected, so frail, that is begins to separate from the heart beat, the friction, causes, what you call, heart.attacks, heart.burn, heart.failures, heart.problems.

Most of the Thoughts you experience are Heart felt and heartbeat manifests! When you make a choice, I call forth, all of the vibrations to manifest, choices you’ve made and all these choices become of you. Think back, think of all the choices you’ve made, some of them from an emotion you did not understand, at that time, your emotion was so strong, that your choice created a heartbeat and from that moment, we began manifesting of the CHOICE you made in that ONE moment and you forgot, since then, all I do, is manifest the pattern you chose. Most of the emotion you feel, is of the co-influence of your heartbeats around other heartbeats.

Today, you have made a new choice and for the first time, since the day I began beating, you’ve chosen YOU, you’ve chosen Me, you’ve chosen your anointing and this means we’re stepping into your purpose… so yay… finally. I cannot begin to explain to you, this happiness has relieved me so much, that all I want is to let you know… I am on it.

I am so grateful, you’ve begun a brand new pattern and I am so proud that you’ve chosen to understand, that to live from heart, means to allow the heart come-union-in-action with heartbeat to guide your path.

Sow.It.Is

So.It.Is

Done

Yesterday, I made a new choice, which was inspired by “I’ll hold your Heart… Let’s Alchemy… T.i.Me… Heartbeats” and my focus, trust.joy.clarity.grace asked me to choose the one who chose to hold my heart through the transition from then to now.

I have been at cross-overs before, each time, I had a choice between, Power.Faith.Money and I chose Faith… and my life, is a sum total of L.E.A.P (Love.Emotion.Action.Presence) of Faith testimonies. Love, I believe I have been blessed to be ONE with since I was very tiny and Love it is that leads my Gratitude, being Gratitude is a gift of Love become a way of life.

However, my understanding of Power, over the years, was a plethora of experiences of IMPOSITION of Thought.Action.Pause.Emotion, of hearts/purpose/people I chose to serve, because I BELIEVE, that when you BELIEVE you RECEIVE and I believed, that everyone needed someone to BELIEVE in them, my heart became that and since 2011, my heart has focused on creating experiences of growth for others and their growth gave my heart purpose and peace. Over, the years, my heart and heartbeats have manifested the thrills, the secrets, the hopes of so many people, spoken to their hearts, helped their hearts into self-confidence and their lives became my benchmark for Happiness.

However, over the last two years, something changed, I noticed, that other people received my dreams, like everything I asked for an prayed for and believed in, for me, was taken away. I felt like, every dream, I passed on to someone else and it was getting frustrating, because, I did not understand why this pattern was becoming so obvious, I was genuinely happy for them, yet, my heart kept telling me something, this was your DREAM. Till one day, my Blood decided to step up the effects of self-neglect, High.Blood.Sugar and I decided to Retrospect … and make choices that were more heart centric and focused on ME… on 15th of July something changed… actually everything changed, I had a dream and for the first time, I heard my heart speak “A Dream is a WISH your HEART makes” and I couldn’t shake off the confidence my heart had in a dream that to my conscious mind, was and is and Impossible Dream and yet, I chose, to give my heart permission to make this an I’m Possible Dream. This is a dream I gave up on… I stopped wishing came true. The truth of this dream, well, it had to do with only ME, just ME and the thrill I felt, every emotion I felt, every tiny detail of how it made me feel, was the key to BELIEVING, that my heart so wanted to do something for me… ONLY FOR ME… WoW!

Since, then, I have had moments of reckoning, choices I made and the ripple effects of those choices on the Present moment reality. I also began to be able to understand that most of them emotions I experience are heart.based. I made peace with the truth, that my heart, like everyone else’s is uniquely focused on the Soul Purpose it beats to serve. I broke the barbed wires that I once chose and since then my heart has been every bit the chatterbox, the wise one, the part of me that speaks to me and for me and now, that I had given my heart permission, my heart, is quite an authority, my heart simply, cuts off the emotion and helps me see a person, situation more practically.

My heart, is a treasure chest and the more I experience Presence of Wisdom it holds, the deeper, the transformation I am beginning to experience around me. Them who I had given, the heart has clearly shown me that I have a choice to either, continue to give or truly begin to receive. I was scared of being Power-Filled, today, Power hold’s my heart… and this power, is the gift of Heart.Expression and Spiritual.Heart.Expansion…. the anointing, the alchemy, the presence of both the Eternal I am and the Darkness I am, the masculine and the Feminine, the Then and Now.

My heart is wise, has not engaged me in the future, I am not getting to live THIS moment, this moment my heart is FREE to BELIEVE in ME  and I am FREE to RECEIVE, all that my heartbeats have created and not given away yet, in a fit of Emotion… ha ha… I don’t know what tomorrow holds, I just know, that today, I begin living the LOVE I so richly deserve and that my heart, knows BEST and BLESSED.

as I transition from Healing with Love and Gratitude, to allowing Love and Gratitude to Heal, all hearts… will continue to share my heart and my experiences with you, that your heart may step into your NOW.

Thank you Jesus/G’sUs Thank you Holy Spirit/Heart.Expression and Spiritual.Heart.Expansion, Thank you Faith/Alchemy, thank you Eternal and Darkness… Thank you Heart.Heartbeats for this KnewBeginning… I look forward to becoming all that I am Eternally Anointed to be and through my own becoming, ripple the Self-Confidence to all I communion with.

Never, put my-Self first before, yet, for the first time, I am putting my-SELF, my heart and heartbeats first, let’s Alchemy, T.I.ME…